You Steady My Heart
There it was... the magazine that made all those feelings I'd been holding in come rushing out. It wasn't anything totally out of the ordinary. Just a silly magazine. Chloe must have gotten bored and tore it to shreds. It was mine and she should know better!
So there I fell into the floor weeping like a small child. "I don't want to do this anymore..." I said out loud. Why do I have to? I'm tired of being the strong one! I want everything to just fix itself and not have to deal with this. That is when I heard it, "I'm strong for you." He is... I don't know how I am gonna make it much longer. "Trust me." I just feel so weak sometimes... But there, in that tiny moment, was when I realized that it's ok to feel this way. It's ok to fall apart sometimes, it's ok to be mad. It's a reminder of how much I rely on God for support to get through the day.
Through all of this I know that He will never leave me and He has been holding me this whole time. When I fall apart and feel totally alone He is there reminding me that I am not alone and He is there to pick up the pieces of my heart and put them back together.
So there I fell into the floor weeping like a small child. "I don't want to do this anymore..." I said out loud. Why do I have to? I'm tired of being the strong one! I want everything to just fix itself and not have to deal with this. That is when I heard it, "I'm strong for you." He is... I don't know how I am gonna make it much longer. "Trust me." I just feel so weak sometimes... But there, in that tiny moment, was when I realized that it's ok to feel this way. It's ok to fall apart sometimes, it's ok to be mad. It's a reminder of how much I rely on God for support to get through the day.
Through all of this I know that He will never leave me and He has been holding me this whole time. When I fall apart and feel totally alone He is there reminding me that I am not alone and He is there to pick up the pieces of my heart and put them back together.
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